Astonish Me - Pg 172

   "You can freak out, if you want," she tried once.
   "I don't," Elaine said, not quite snapping, but firmly. "Don't worry. I'm not going to suddenly explode and rend my garments and then be catatonic in your guest room for a week. I'm comfortable this way. There's always a little motor going somewhere, processing, but it's private."