Astonish Me - Pg 38

   That day, before, I said you were lucky because you'd decided for yourself what you wanted out of life and I hadn't. But that wasn't true. I realized later I'd decided for myself that I want you. Will you please just consider that I'm the right one? just consider it. Don't decide now. Consider it, I don't know, forever. Or at least until it happens. 
   I am going to have one more little bit of whiskey, and then I am going to mail this. And in the morning I'll probably regret everything, but it'll be too late.